Relationships are tricky. Relationships are beautiful. Relationships are painful. Between a lover. Between a friend. Between a family member. I don’t only try to make it work in my favor. I wish the other just as much joy. answers to any questions. Comfort to any pain. We are all humans. We should act as such. Have integrity, and hope. It’s the saddest feeling of all when it starts to feel and seem one-sided. It makes me wonder if I should let go of relationships and those mind sets for caring for them, and hope of sharing life with others? Just be alone…

I love him to death. But sometimes around beautiful girls, (even odd looking girls) I question his motive. Is he trying to look cool? Impress her? stand out from me? He use to do that when we first met. I know how we are together and around our friends, and I notice this around some girls. I’m not jealous. You want to be with her, be with her. Don’t have me standing on the sideline watching.